The VP Debates...

So far, the debate has been...interesting.

All I've seen so far is Joe Biden try to support policies of Obama's that he opposed when he was running against him. And I've seen Palin try to point that out.

So yeah, not really impressed by either one of these candidates. Because so far I haven't seen either of them answer a question totally straight up. It's interesting.

How Much do I love my wife?

So how much do I love my wife? She bought me this new Macbook that I'm posting with right now. Tis quite awesome! She rules!

So what is a blog for?

HAHAHA! I just read my last post...what a whiny little girl I am! HAHAHA!

Anyhoo, It's 1135 at night on a Tuesday, and I couldn't sleep, so I decided to blog. And as I was sitting here, trying to figure out what the hell to write, I got to thinking, "what the hell is a blog for anyway?"

Here I've been sitting since I started this damn thing trying to make sure that you all (both of you who read this) are entertained. Which I guess is part of the point. I mean, no one is going to read this if it is not entertaining. But I was also trying to give folks a sort of insight into who I am...ha!

I've decided that none of that is really what a blog is for. A blog is a space for me to put down what I want, when I want, and to write about whatever I want. It's therapy, and cheaper than seeing a doggone shrink every week. So that's what I'm going to do. Use this as therapy. Heh, so here goes...

Lately, and I mean extremely recently, I've been more and more unsatisfied with my life. Mostly it's been with my job, but there have been other pieces that have been bugging me too. So everything has been leading to just a really big dissatisfaction with all things in general. I've been finding more and more peace in just being by myself. Mostly on the motorcycle. Riding a bike is very theraputic for me. It's very technical. So I concentrate on what I'm doing, all the time. You are always putting some type of input into the bike, whether it's more throttle, lean-angle, brake or whatever...there's very little time to think about anything else on a bike. It's nice to just BE for those moments. I think that's why I love to ride so much. I don't worry about anything else on the bike. And I'm just tired of worrying about everything. I guess it's just a family trait to dwell on stuff. Grrrrreeeeeaaaaatttt!

So I think in retaliation against everything that is stressing me, I am becoming a hermit. I find myself talking less and less to the people that matter to me. Strangely, I have been talking more and more to folks who really aren't that important to me. I think it's yet another way of hiding for me. I dunno. And now, instead of talking to someone about everything that is bugging me, I'm writing it on a blog that no one reads. HAHAHAHAHA! Good Lord I'm sooooo passive aggressive! heh!

Well, I guess I should try to turn in. But I need to ask, does any one else do this too?

Work is Gay

I was gonna apologize if the title of my post offended anyone, then I realized that if it did, you were gonna get offended by me eventually, so I might as well save my energy for something else....LIKE ANGST ABOUT WORK!!!!!

So the reason that work is gay, specifically MY work is gay, is because they keep bending me over and trying to screw me. Apparently someone put a "Everyone's Whipping Boy" sign on my back when I wasn't looking. Everytime I turn around someone is trying to blame me for their failures.

Bite me you monkeys. No more mister nice guy.

The Battalion is home from Kuwait!

So for those of you who don't know, I've been a member of the National Guard for just about 11 years now. My Battalion went to Kuwait last year to do a convoy security mission, but I didn't go with them. But the Company comes back TODAY! Can't wait to see 'em. Gonna go meet them as they get off the plane.

I heard there was some issues with a Platoon having their story covered by Frontline on PBS. So a couple of those folks are still in Kuwait dealing with the issue. Just like the Army to wait until the last minute and keep everyone from their families. I hate JAG.

So i got a bunch of stuff to finish up here, and then I'm off to see em. Good times all around, and boy do I owe a bunch of beers.

I finally did it....

So here we are folks, I finally gave into the Phenomenon! I created a blog....happy happy joy joy! I know you are all excited. So here's my first post. WOOHOO! Be awe inspired and amazed...Expect more at random times on random thoughts... You may now return to your normally scheduled lives!